April 11, 2025

Divine Conversations: The Intersection of Spirituality and Humanity

Divine Conversations: The Intersection of Spirituality and Humanity
Real Men Feel with Andy Grant
Divine Conversations: The Intersection of Spirituality and Humanity

Exploring Past Lives and Channeling with Katische Haberfield

In this episode of Real Men Feel, host Andy Grant welcomes Katische Haberfield, a past life regression therapist, author, medium, and channeler of divine energies. Katische shares her journey into channeling, discusses the differences between channeling, psychic experiences, and mediumship, and talks about her work in helping stuck souls.

The conversation delves into her experiences with Archangel Michael, the challenges of embodying both masculine and feminine energies, and the lessons she's learned through past life regressions.

Katische also speaks about the importance of men embracing their own spirituality and addresses her biggest concerns for her sons as they navigate today's world.

00:00 Introduction to the Goddess Age
00:49 Welcome to Real Men Feel
01:09 Meet Katische Haberfield
01:53 The Journey to Channeling
06:04 Understanding Channeling, Psychics, and Mediums
12:21 Connecting with Archangels
17:02 Embracing Both Masculine and Feminine Energies
23:01 The Role of Spirit Guides and Asking for Help
24:59 Overcoming Fear with Angelic Help
26:22 Spirituality Across Genders
27:50 Past Life Memories and Spiritual Lessons
29:31 Balancing Spiritual and Human Responsibilities
30:40 The Role of Authenticity in Spiritual Practice
32:28 Concerns for the Next Generation
33:24 Masculinity and Initiation Rites
40:25 Messages for Men on Spiritual Growth
42:42 Exploring Past Lives and Reincarnation
44:53 Conclusion and Resources

Connect with Katische
Katische Haberfield -- https://katische.com/
YouTube -- https://www.youtube.com/KatischeHaberfield
Facebook -- https://www.facebook.com/katischedionnehaberfield/
LinkedIn -- https://www.linkedin.com/in/katische-haberfield-6305081b6/

Resources
Kathische's books -- https://amzn.to/3EesmDO
Akashic Records with Andy -- https://theandygrant.com/akashic/

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#RealMenFeel ep 348

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And you will see that in the
Vedic astrology era right now,

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they're calling it the Goddess
age, right?

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Don't be afraid of that.
Please don't be afraid of that.

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The Goddess age is, if we truly
understand it, a realisation

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that the Goddess does not work
without the God and that we need

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to go back to not hating each
other and understanding that we

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choose to be feminine or
masculine.

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But we can also tap into the
other energies.

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If your job is not serving you,
if your lifestyle is not serving

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you, you need to ask for help
with your spirit guides or your

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angels because you're not
serving the women in your life

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or your children in your life.
If you are doing something

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because you have to, but you are
smothering your soul, you are

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destroying your sense of self.
Hello and welcome to Real Men

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Feel.
I'm your host, author, coach and

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healer, Andy Grant.
You can learn more about me by

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visiting the andygrant.com.
Real Men Feel reminds men that

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they're human beings and have
the right to experience and

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express all of their emotions.
We have conversations that most

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men are not having, but that all
men and the women who love them

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can benefit from.
My guest today is Katish

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Haberfield.
Katich is a past life aggression

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therapist, author, medium, poet,
and direct channeler of divine

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feminine and divine masculine
energies.

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Katich takes us on a deep dive
into channelling the archangels

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and the divine feminine and
masculine.

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She opens up about how
uncomfortable she's been as a

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channeler, the differences
between channels, psychics and

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mediums, and her experience in
body selection before she was

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born.
She also shares what she's most

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concerned about for her sake of
her sons and has a message for

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the men of the world.
Let's do it.

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Hello Katish, and welcome to
Real Men Feel.

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Hi Andy.
Thanks for having me.

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It's, it's a pleasure.
I'm, I'm really looking forward

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to this conversation.
You're a Chandler of divine

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feminine and masculine energies.
So what brings a person to that?

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Was there a pivotal moment in
your life that that put you on

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this path?
Lots and lots of different

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things all came together.
But I guess probably my work in

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the fields of understanding how
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ancestors and our loved ones who
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is probably the the main thing
that led to my training to be

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able to channel.
Because I had to learn

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fundamentally how to communicate
with those who were desperate

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for help and who were stuck in
the in between realms before I

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could learn to hear a higher
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So I had to learn to work with
and facilitate those in extreme

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distress and attune my body to
that vibration, which is, you

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know, quite a shock to the
system.

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Before I could, you know, prove
myself through the service that

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I've done, through helping all
of the stocks, souls and

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individuals to go to the light
so that they would trust that I

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was, I had good intentions and
that I had and could trust

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myself to bring through a
message.

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Because I don't know if your
listeners know much about

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channelling, but I've learned
through watching other people

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and there are amazing
individuals who channel like

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Basha who actually move
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entity embodies in their and
they have their eyes closed.

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And so the channeller is a
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of consciousness.
They don't remember the

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conversation at all in any way,
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And you can talk to somebody.
And I've never seen Basher in

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real life, only watch him on
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But you know, he waits, He's not
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He comes back into his body and
he goes, did that help?

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He's got no recollection.
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afterwards and says, oh, OK,
that's interesting.

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I'll take some notes for myself.
But so I stay, I could teach,

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stay in my body.
And I have to use my mental

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capacities and spiritual
capacities to interpret the

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messages that I'm getting
simultaneously.

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So it's the divine feminine
masculine basically uses my

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knowledge and my skill set and
my set of life circumstances to

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explain and use examples rather
than me being pushed aside and

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then just saying, right, I'm
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is what I want you to use.
It's, it's more of AI.

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Guess it's how they help me
understand what I chose to come

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in in this lifetime to do and
what I've chosen to do in other

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lifetimes.
And it can be quite confronting

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and offer on I will say things
and I'm like, right, something

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like that.
Or I didn't know that we were

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going to say that in this show.
But it's always with good

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intention and it's how I learn
and I validate and I check

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things that I've learned on TV
and newspapers and magazines and

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books that I've read since my
early 20s to test is this

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spiritual concept or this life
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Does it resonate with me?
Does it match my experience?

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And I'm a real mentalist, like a
really logical and rational

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person.
And so for me, it has been quite

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the struggle to say, you know,
I'm a manager at consultant, I'm

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a university lecturer, and I
like forms and processes and

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procedures and strategies.
And this has to use a whole

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different part of my brain, a
whole different consciousness.

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And I'm really uncomfortable
with it.

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But I have to fight my inner
fear and trust that it knows

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where it wants to go.
So it's a long way of answering

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your question, but I hope that's
a good enough start to get the

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conversation flowing.
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And so I really appreciate the
specifics about channeling.

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So channeling is allowing in
another energy to come into your

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body either fully or partially
to communicate whatever they

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have to say.
Because I wanted to ask, for the

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sake of everyone listening, if
you could explain the difference

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between a channel, a psychic and
a medium.

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Yeah, good question.
So, you know, people can only

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explain it in their own terms.
And a medium to me is somebody

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who is like a radio signal, like
a radio antenna or a mobile

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phone tower, if you want to.
They can sense different

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frequencies that wish to
communicate with them.

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And now not all frequencies that
are well-intentioned.

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And some might have messages.
Some are different thought forms

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that are floating around.
You know, thoughts go through

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the ether, through the air, and
sometimes they're not even amps.

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But a meeting specifically sets
an intention and says, well,

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hopefully I wish to be of
service.

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I feel there's energy around me
that wants to come through.

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Let me do my procedures.
Let me make sure I'm safe.

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You're not allowed to come into
my energy field, but I can sense

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your energy.
What do you have to say Now?

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I'll open the door to
communication with you and

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please identify yourself.
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mediumship skills, and this is
no reflection on other mediums,

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but I found it frustrating when
I was going and watching live

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mediumship sessions and, you
know, registering for people's

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paid events that they would come
through with are getting a

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letter A.
And this person here is for

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someone in the audience and it's
like a grandma figure.

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I was like, I need more than
that, you know, like, why can't

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you bring through sentences and
full instructions and whatever.

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The thing is, they're doing the
best that they can.

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But because I'm such a, if you'd
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in a female body, meaning in the
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I'm a very protective, goal
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person.
And so I'm like, if I'm going to

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breakthrough a message, I don't
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I want people to understand my
communication and they're coming

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to me because they have a
problem to solve.

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But yet I'm also this time
around a female.

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And so I struggle with the fact
that in my own past life

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regression sessions, I've
brought through mostly males to

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learn the art of what it feels
like to be masculine, The

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challenges that I have felt in
other lifetimes.

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So that when I come in and do a
mediaship session, I can go, oh,

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that's a man.
And I know easily because I know

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that energy I've I've tapped
into my soul.

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I've experienced some looking at
the back of your sign there

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warrior lifetimes, some king
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lifetimes and some feminine more
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And so my training has been
learning about myself so that I

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can identify in signs and
symbols, colors and codes also

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quadrants in my mind what is the
message, who is saying it and

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how can I be the most direct
because I also don't like to

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waste people's time for psychic.
You can in my best way to to

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explain it is that a psychic has
an intention to read the energy

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around them and help the person
bring through wisdom.

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But a psychic usually is
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of the person.
So say for you, Andy came to me

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and said, can you tell me what's
going on in my life at the

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moment?
A psychic might say, sure, give

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me a minute.
And some psychics can read auras

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or, you know, they can do all
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So they get messages from you,
the person, rather than your

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archangels or your deceased
grammar or somebody who's stuck

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or whoever it is.
So that's how I put it in three

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categories is what's the
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Are you reading the energy of
the person in front of you?

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Or is there a message that comes
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Or is it for humanity's purpose?
So I try to box it.

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And, you know, I, I mean, my
first training was a management

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consultant.
So I like dot flow diagrams and

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charts.
And I can't figure out how to do

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that.
I've tried many times to to go

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on different software tools and
explain things via diagrams, but

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I still can't work it out
because it's too airy and

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fluffy.
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compartmentalises it for people
who are listening, that there

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are different boxes and
depending upon our intention and

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what the person needs for a
session or a message, you can

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categorize them into different
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But also, I do believe that
every single person on earth has

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the capacity to be any of those.
A psychic, a medium, a psychic

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medium, and a shower.
But it depends upon the body

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that they choose when they come
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Not all bodies are the same.
And we choose the body for the

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purpose.
And what is it here that what is

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it that we're here for?
Do we need to learn those

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skills?
And mostly, I believe psychic

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skills can both commonly be used
for ourself in terms of

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understanding intuition and
those gut responses which say,

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am I safe or am I not?
And so I would say to people who

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are listening, you are psychic
when you say I need to stop at

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this light or I'm going to turn
left and get off the freeway

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here.
Or maybe I need to run back in

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and get my wallet.
And I might just sit down for a

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minute because I think there's a
reason why I left my wallet and

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I hit my house.
And meanwhile, by leaving your

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wallet in your house, maybe you
missed the drunk driver, or

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maybe you had to catch a later
bus and the love of your life

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ended up being on that bus.
Who knows?

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But your psychic skills are
predominantly there to connect

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you with your intuition and your
higher self so that you can say

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I'm OK, basically.
Yeah, yeah, I totally agree.

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I I tell people all the time
that everybody is psychic.

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It's just you accept it.
Do you believe it?

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Do you use it?
Do you exercise it, build on it.

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But yeah, that that that base
ability is available to to

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everybody.
So you also, you have a

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connection with the Archangels
and I really want to know how,

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how do you experience that?
Is that a energy takeover?

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Is that a visual thing?
Is it hearing what they're

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saying?
What, what?

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What is it like for you?
I smile here because it's mostly

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a lot of a very casual
communication.

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It's banter because what they
have showed me through my

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training is that they that they
have tried to communicate with

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me in many lifetimes with many
levels of success.

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And so predominantly in this
lifetime, it was they were here

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sort of a transition facility to
say radio, let's move you on,

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cast us.
But to be honest with you, Andy,

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I've identified most with
Archangel Michael and that's not

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a surprise because most people
when you say in Archangel's

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name, they'll come up with
Archangel Michael, right?

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They'll go Archangel Michael,
Archangel Raphael, Archangel,

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whoever comes to the tongue.
And because he's seen as the

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protector and he is a religious
figure, a biblical figure, but

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he's also more than that.
And so my job in this lifetime

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has been to learn to let go of
him.

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And that has been quite a
frightening experience for me

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because I've had to undergo lots
of training.

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That is not the purpose of this
podcast, but in a, a therapy

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called spirit releasement
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But as part of that, I've had to
learn to call in angelic

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assistance to help me whilst
I've had my training wheels on,

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so to speak, because I was like,
I need to understand fear and

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what it means for a human being
to be afraid, whether they are

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male or female.
And who's the strongest person

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that I can get to show me?
Well in Archangel Michael

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because you know, he's the one
who slayed the serpent or the

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devil or whatever you want to do
as your religious memory.

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And so he was my main Archangel
to connect with, but also he was

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wanting to work with other
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But because we worked together
in so many different lifetimes,

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we have a sort of a buddy,
buddy, brother, brother, kind of

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a feeling.
And so he banters and I didn't

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know this and still I started
doing class regression, class

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life regression therapy.
And my clients would bring him

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through and he would, they would
explain to me what he looked

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like.
And it wasn't like the religious

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iconography.
He came to them in their

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sessions.
And he's always presented to me

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as a like Fred Astaire in
Singing in the Rain, with a full

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black suit, top hat and tails.
And he's dancing and he always

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makes me laugh and he always
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And he's sarcastic.
And it has made me question, is

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this really Archangel Michael?
Nobody else sees him like that.

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And he showed me the different
ways that other people have seen

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him.
But he's like, I have to be true

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to our relationship.
And part of the test in this

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lifetime is if you can determine
a fake spirit guide or a real

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one, including archangels.
And I've come across fake

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archangels.
And I can tell you it's nasty

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because the purpose of that is
partly with your intuition,

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intuition and guidance to say
what is going on around me.

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Do I trust this wisdom that is
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And so I have had lifetimes
where I have been a Roman and

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Archangel Zac Kyle has come
through and he's shown me to

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shown himself to me in a Roman
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And he's he laughs.
And I've said it on a podcast,

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too, where he says I spent the
entire lifetime trying to get

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you to see the destruction you
were causing through the battles

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that new Romans were using to
conquest other lands.

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But I also understand that's
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You conquer, you protect, you
explore.

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You've got this real urge to see
what the world's about and what

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is out there and how you can
have a bigger property, how you

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can feed your children, how you
can have more satisfaction in

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your life.
But I couldn't get through to

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you in that lifetime.
And each time I've tried a

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different way.
And this time I'm going to

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dovetail, if you wish to use
that word on the back of

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Archangel Michael.
And he will bring him through.

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He will bring through my
essence.

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And we'll do it through your
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Release and pass off regression
therapy clients and on your

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podcast.
But also you need to remember

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that you're a female in this
lifetime and life has brought

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you a lot of challenges and
you're a single mum.

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You've been a single mum for a
long time after a divorce.

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And you need to learn that you
embody both masculine and

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feminine aspects within your
role of being in a female suit.

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Because like any man who is a
single dad, you also have to be

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a nurturer.
So you have feminine qualities.

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You have to be masculine in that
you need to protect, but also a

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female does protect your child
as well.

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So you need to understand in
this lifetime that you embody

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both the feminine and the
masculine.

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And in order to do that, you
need to do a little bit of work

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with Archangel, and then we're
going to move you on to somebody

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else.
So I hope that answers your

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question.
So is that why in the beginning

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you said even though we have
this great relationship with

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Archangel Michael and you have
this banter, but it was your

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mission to let go of him, so you
need to let go of him to move

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into your femininity?
Yeah, because now they want me

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to work with it, with both the
divine feminine, dovine

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masculine in different ways, but
they like, you're a female in

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this lifetime.
Do you get it?

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You know, have a look at
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Go look, take your clothes off.
Look in the mirror.

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You're a female.
You're not a male.

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We've let you experience all of
your masculine in a lifetime.

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So you can understand and
appreciate the masculine in your

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life.
Because you have two sons,

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right?
You don't have a husband.

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You didn't get along with your
husband.

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That's fine.
There was a comic relationship.

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It served its purpose.
You're not bagging him, but

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you're by yourself now.
You don't have to be the man,

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you're the finger.
So.

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And we want to show you how to
embody the energies so you can

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honor.
So if humanity can see, yes, we

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choose a body suit, but it's a
confusing time and we all

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naturally have to move in and
out of masculine and feminine

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roles, no matter what our body
suit is.

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And so you have it's the last 10
years in a real warrior kind of

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AI must protect, I must expand
and I mustn't conquer my mind to

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understand what I'm here for.
And now they're like, OK, you

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ready to be conditioned?
She's a girl.

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You ready?
Like no.

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Does that mean I have to lose
Archangel Michael?

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Yes, He's he's comes to you as a
bloke.

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He's a masculine energy.
And I've I've cried and

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screamed, no, I can't do it.
You can't leave me.

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And here, come here.
Are you ready yet?

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No, and finally I'm ready and
I've let him go, but he's still

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there if I need him.
Right.

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Yeah.
And, and he's there for anybody

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that needs him, right?
That's right.

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Yeah.
You just have to speak in your

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mind or out loud, and they're
there for you.

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But they don't like to be used
as a clutch.

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And that's what they're trying
to show me.

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They're there if they need,
because there's a world of

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interesting, beautiful
frequencies and light beings

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that also have messages, and
they want us to learn that

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expansion can go through the
frequency of love, not fear.

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Is every woman channelling the
divine feminine and is every man

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channelling the divine
masculine?

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Or is the divinity versions of
that different from just walking

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around day-to-day in this human
suit?

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Yeah.
So there's two concepts here. 1

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is that you're not the body that
you're in because we actually do

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select our body before we come
into this life.

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And so it's a well when we go to
the between lives sessions with

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my clients, so you know, they
leave their body, they see the

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spirit float up on high, they do
a body, a life review and then

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we can take them to the soul
cancel and they choose their

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next lifetime.
So it's a huge long checklist.

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But in the human mind, we see it
in a period of 20 minutes,

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right?
And when we do the body

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selection process, my mind just
goes tip, Yep, she took that one

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off the suit, off the suit rack.
And actually she, she, you know,

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had three options.
But I really didn't understand

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it in all honesty, Andy, until
this morning in the middle of

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the night.
They explained my body selection

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choice.
And I'll keep that private.

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But there were certain reasons
that I chose my body and to come

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in female this time because it
actually had to do with

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ancestral issues that I am
helping heal through both sides

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of my family.
And I didn't know that until the

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middle of the night until they
showed me very clearly where my

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body stores fear.
So the body is chosen to help

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you.
And so because the body that you

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choose and it it to be honest, I
haven't done somebody who's

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changed gender or who comes in
with gender dysmorphous or some

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kind of a struggle with their
physical identity.

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I haven't had clients like that.
So I can't tell you for people

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with all the different
experiences of, of wanting to be

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a different gender.
But I know for people that come

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in as a female and are happy
with being a female, or come in

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as a male and are happy as being
a male and don't wish to change

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that, that implicit in the body
of the suit that they choose is

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the divine feminine and the
divine masculine.

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But The thing is that we have to
understand that we are not our

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body, we are spirit.
And spirit is essential.

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Essentially doesn't have a label
that we humans call masculine or

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feminine, but it has qualities.
And so Archangel Michael could

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put on a dress if you liked, and
he would put it on happily if

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that's the way you needed to see
it.

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But we humans are complex, and
we use our mind to create

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pictures.
And so it really just does

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depend upon who you have chosen
to be in this lifetime.

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But yeah, you are your essence,
and your essence is not your

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name and it's not who you are.
It's more than that.

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It's a composite of all the
lifetimes you have ever had and

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all the personalities.
And it's just so hard to

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explain, but you just have to
trust that you have access to

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whatever energy you need to help
you understand who you are at

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precisely the right time, even
if it feels like it's precisely

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the wrong time.
But yeah, is is that part of the

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the key that that many people
don't use?

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You must, you must ask or you
must take some sort of effort,

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do something consciously to
access the the energies that are

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different, that are, that are in
you, in, in the moment for

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whatever is needed next.
Yeah.

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So my, my higher self would say
you need not to learn not to be

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stubborn as Katish.
And it's taken her nearly 50

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years to ask for help in any
shape or form.

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So it's a part of that is yes,
they are always surrounding you

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and they are here to help.
But we have free will.

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And so they are bound by how you
determine free will and if you

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made contracts before you came
down to help a person or do a

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thing that contracts in your own
mind.

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And so they kind of look, if you
imagine they had a great big

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scroll or a checklist, right?
I know this soul, this is her

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essence.
So I know that in this lifetime

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she is a Tish.
She could be Alfred in another

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lifetime.
But right now I'm with her in

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this moment in time, in the
constraints of Earth.

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And according to my energy
signatures that I can see for

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her, she said she wants to do
this, this and this, but she's

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stuck and I can help her.
I'm standing right next to her,

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right in front of her, and she
cannot for the life of her say

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out loud, I need some help.
And so for some people, it's

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simply getting to a point and
maybe they take their whole

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lifetime to do it.
That says help.

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And then they would say, dear,
who do you want help from?

430
00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:36,640
And maybe you yell out and then
you'll like to your mum or your

431
00:24:36,640 --> 00:24:40,400
grandma or somebody, and if
they're in the sky or the ether,

432
00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:43,320
they will respond with a message
or a dream or whatever.

433
00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:46,840
But what they want us to
understand is we are always

434
00:24:46,840 --> 00:24:50,440
surrounded by the ancestors, the
angels, all the different light

435
00:24:50,440 --> 00:24:53,160
beings, and all of them can help
us.

436
00:24:53,760 --> 00:24:57,680
But the one that you cry out in
your most afraid moments and

437
00:24:57,680 --> 00:25:01,680
moments of distress is the one
that you resonate with at that

438
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:04,800
time of fear.
And that energy will come

439
00:25:04,800 --> 00:25:08,600
forward and help you.
But they also want you to move

440
00:25:08,600 --> 00:25:14,520
through your fear and understand
that you might be holding them

441
00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:16,600
back a bit because they have
other things they want to do,

442
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:18,960
even angels and archangels and
other experiences they want to

443
00:25:18,960 --> 00:25:22,240
experience.
And when you move past fear, you

444
00:25:22,240 --> 00:25:26,800
can say, oh, Dad, I love you and
I know you're in the light, but

445
00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:30,480
can you find an Angel to help me
right now?

446
00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:32,640
And then I'll come in and dance
in front of you or do whatever

447
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:33,760
they want.
And then you're like, oh, I know

448
00:25:33,760 --> 00:25:36,480
that energy signature.
And so now next time I need

449
00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:38,560
help, I'll say, OK, Joe,
Michael, can you help me?

450
00:25:38,560 --> 00:25:40,040
He was like, here I am.
I was already here.

451
00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:42,840
All right, Now show me how you
can help me.

452
00:25:43,120 --> 00:25:45,440
Well, and different people say,
well, he put a feather in front

453
00:25:45,440 --> 00:25:49,800
of me or he stopped a truck
running into me, or he's made a

454
00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:51,520
rainbow appear or whatever it
is.

455
00:25:51,520 --> 00:25:54,040
But it's a process that you work
through according to your mind

456
00:25:54,040 --> 00:25:58,200
and your experiences.
And I think I've completely

457
00:25:58,200 --> 00:25:59,560
lost, lost the point in my
question.

458
00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:04,960
But yes, we can be involved with
any energy that we like.

459
00:26:05,720 --> 00:26:08,880
Yeah, I often say that often
times the the bravest thing you

460
00:26:08,880 --> 00:26:13,000
can do is ask for help.
And when I share that I'm

461
00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:16,360
usually not thinking about
connecting to, to angels, but

462
00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:19,640
you're putting out, yes, that
works with, with the Archangels

463
00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:21,640
as well.
So that that's great.

464
00:26:22,280 --> 00:26:26,400
Do you find that men and women
experience spirituality

465
00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:29,440
differently or do they carry
different spiritual wounds?

466
00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:32,920
Or like are all humanly the same
or men and women different

467
00:26:32,920 --> 00:26:35,880
spirit in spiritual for the sake
of spirituality since.

468
00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:40,760
Yeah, so look, I've had
lifetimes as a female.

469
00:26:40,760 --> 00:26:42,280
This is the only way to know how
to answer that.

470
00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:47,840
Where I've been a warrior like
personality, you know, like a

471
00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:50,960
Viking queen, I've had as a past
life memory.

472
00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:55,840
And so does she embody the
essence of just a female?

473
00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:59,120
Well, yes, I saw her crown when
I went in.

474
00:26:59,120 --> 00:27:03,680
I did an Akashic record session
and it was a very delicate, very

475
00:27:03,680 --> 00:27:07,120
fragile, beautiful, petite
little crown.

476
00:27:07,600 --> 00:27:11,240
She was fierce, you know, she,
she would be scary to run into

477
00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:14,400
in a pub in a, in a on a dark
stormy night because she was

478
00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:19,000
brave and bold.
And so she embodied who she

479
00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:22,000
needed to be in that lifetime.
And she experienced spirituality

480
00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:25,080
through nature because that was
the time.

481
00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:28,520
And, you know, she was also a
conqueror and a protector.

482
00:27:29,080 --> 00:27:32,680
So it really just does depend
upon the lifetime and what you

483
00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:37,280
are actually here for because
you could also be in, I haven't

484
00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:41,080
discovered this for myself, but
like a Disney kind of a Princess

485
00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:46,680
and have some kind of a cared
for pampered female existence or

486
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:49,640
a care for masculine Prince like
existence.

487
00:27:50,840 --> 00:27:54,680
And why don't I remember that if
everybody goes through similar

488
00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:57,520
sort of experiences.
And the answer that I've only

489
00:27:57,520 --> 00:28:01,160
been able to access is because
in those lifetimes, if I was

490
00:28:01,360 --> 00:28:05,120
pampered for, if I was cared
for, if I was loved and I went

491
00:28:05,120 --> 00:28:08,600
to the light at the end of my
life and I was satisfied, then

492
00:28:08,600 --> 00:28:10,960
that is a beautiful experience
for the soul and there was

493
00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:14,640
nothing to be healed.
Whereas if I've had and can

494
00:28:14,640 --> 00:28:17,720
access a memory in the cache
records or through past life

495
00:28:17,720 --> 00:28:20,240
professional or through running
poultry, or however you remember

496
00:28:20,240 --> 00:28:23,240
the essence of yourself in
another lifetime that is coming

497
00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:26,400
through either for two reasons.
One, there's some knowledge or

498
00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:29,080
wisdom that you need to tap into
that is relevant for you in this

499
00:28:29,080 --> 00:28:33,240
lifetime.
Or B, there's some unfinished

500
00:28:33,240 --> 00:28:36,520
business and some unhealing
business that either their body

501
00:28:36,520 --> 00:28:38,880
that they'd chose in that
lifetime couldn't cope with or

502
00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:41,760
they didn't get finished with,
or they haven't gone to the

503
00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:45,560
light and they're still in the
middle of a process of a review

504
00:28:45,560 --> 00:28:47,280
because they need to tell
somebody.

505
00:28:48,040 --> 00:28:50,080
This happened to me and it
wasn't OK.

506
00:28:50,080 --> 00:28:53,160
And I regret what happened and I
took this action action.

507
00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:56,480
And I'm still stuck here because
I'm worried about it.

508
00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:58,120
And I don't want you to do the
same thing.

509
00:28:58,120 --> 00:29:02,520
And you are me and I'm
frightened for you because I

510
00:29:02,520 --> 00:29:05,240
don't think you your I don't
think how greatest soul has

511
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:07,040
learnt the lesson yet.
And I don't want you to repeat

512
00:29:07,040 --> 00:29:09,640
the mistake.
So to answer your question

513
00:29:10,600 --> 00:29:13,960
again, and it seems frustrating
to, to say it, we can be both

514
00:29:14,560 --> 00:29:17,000
and everything and only one if
we need to be.

515
00:29:17,640 --> 00:29:20,240
But it is really, really
personal.

516
00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:24,800
And it's only an answer that you
can answer when you say help,

517
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:27,960
you know, who am I?
Why am I here?

518
00:29:27,960 --> 00:29:30,560
Why am I struggling?
Why am I not seeing results?

519
00:29:31,680 --> 00:29:34,360
And sometimes Archangel Michael
will say to me, remember, you

520
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:37,160
need to do 50% of the effort,
which is part of the last

521
00:29:37,160 --> 00:29:39,720
question, which is have you
tried?

522
00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:43,480
You know, sometimes, sometimes I
will do, I'll get to the end of

523
00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:46,240
the day and I'll say, I'll throw
my hands up in the air and I'll

524
00:29:46,240 --> 00:29:49,120
say, how do you get done what I
wanted to do today?

525
00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:51,560
And they'll say, all right, talk
me through what you did today.

526
00:29:51,560 --> 00:29:53,920
Oh, I did a load of washing.
I took my kid to the doctor.

527
00:29:54,400 --> 00:29:56,640
I did the bus run.
I did the grocery shop.

528
00:29:56,680 --> 00:29:59,000
I did a podcast interview.
I went on somebody else's

529
00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:01,760
podcast.
And I still didn't get to do my

530
00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:03,400
social media posts to attract a
client.

531
00:30:03,400 --> 00:30:06,040
And they're like, did you just
follow?

532
00:30:06,280 --> 00:30:08,000
Did you write a list?
And I'm like, no, because I

533
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:09,880
followed what needed to be done.
And they said, well, that's all

534
00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:13,800
you meant to do ever follow.
The first thing that you need to

535
00:30:13,800 --> 00:30:17,240
do that says this is urgent.
You know, it's like the old

536
00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:20,120
prime management systems.
It's like you can have lots of

537
00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:21,560
different buckets.
What's urgent?

538
00:30:21,800 --> 00:30:23,680
What's going to burn down your
house on fire?

539
00:30:24,040 --> 00:30:26,880
What what feels like, oh, I
can't do that today.

540
00:30:26,880 --> 00:30:28,640
I don't want to do it.
It's a real push.

541
00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:31,040
And what sounds like, oh, that's
a lovely thing.

542
00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:34,360
I'd like to, I'll just, you
know, and then there's the, oh,

543
00:30:34,360 --> 00:30:36,960
I have to do that.
And so in every moment, with

544
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:39,800
every choice we make, we go, oh,
I should do that.

545
00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:44,080
And if I go, oh, I should do a
post on social media, they're

546
00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:47,200
like, the person is going to
feel that, oh, you know what I

547
00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:49,880
mean?
And they're going to go, that's

548
00:30:49,880 --> 00:30:51,560
not genuine, That's not
authentic.

549
00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:56,360
And for me, my number one value
across all lifetimes has been

550
00:30:56,360 --> 00:30:59,800
authenticity.
And so they're like, well, you

551
00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:02,240
can try and put it up.
They'll post if you feel

552
00:31:02,240 --> 00:31:06,080
obligated to do it, do it.
And see if you get crickets and

553
00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:08,480
I get crickets and they're like,
right, well, was it the right

554
00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:09,040
time?
Was it?

555
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:14,120
So you're blaming and chastising
yourself for just doing family

556
00:31:14,120 --> 00:31:16,240
related things.
Well, because that's what you

557
00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:19,000
needed to do.
And part of being spiritual

558
00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:22,320
being is to know that you are
both a spiritual being and a

559
00:31:22,320 --> 00:31:25,360
human being.
And once we're told by lots of

560
00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:29,120
gurus to be a being, we are also
a doing as well.

561
00:31:29,680 --> 00:31:31,880
We have to do.
Otherwise we could all lie down

562
00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:34,120
on the couch and just go, I'm
ready to die.

563
00:31:34,560 --> 00:31:36,840
But if you try to do that, if
you just said I've had enough

564
00:31:36,840 --> 00:31:41,280
today and I just want to die
right now, you can't.

565
00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:43,520
Right, that's right.
Yeah, I've tried that.

566
00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:45,640
It doesn't work.
Yeah, I've tried it too.

567
00:31:45,640 --> 00:31:48,080
It doesn't work right.
I said I've not enough, Come and

568
00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:50,240
take me.
And they're like, OK, close your

569
00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:51,840
eyes and say I'm ready to die.
Did it work?

570
00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:52,640
No.
Right.

571
00:31:52,640 --> 00:31:53,640
Well, there's not time for you
to tell.

572
00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:55,080
You still haven't done any jobs,
right.

573
00:31:55,600 --> 00:31:58,080
OK.
So you, you mentioned Akashic

574
00:31:58,080 --> 00:32:01,920
records and so I, I've done
Akashic record readings for a

575
00:32:01,920 --> 00:32:05,840
dozen years now and that's the
closest my experience is opening

576
00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:08,000
the record for someone else is
the closest I have to a

577
00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:11,240
channeling experience because I
do feel my energy change.

578
00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:15,160
I feel the vibration rise and I
often don't remember what was

579
00:32:15,160 --> 00:32:17,440
said.
Some, some people have told me

580
00:32:17,440 --> 00:32:19,720
that I spoke with accents or did
some weird, you know why you

581
00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:23,360
weren't just, it's, it's not me.
So that's the, it's like closest

582
00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:26,760
thing I've had to channeling.
So you, I know you have two

583
00:32:26,760 --> 00:32:31,280
sons.
So what's your biggest concern

584
00:32:31,280 --> 00:32:33,960
for them as you look at the
state of the world today?

585
00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:41,200
Well, it's a good question.
And I remember going, so just a

586
00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:44,120
little bit of a story.
When I was going through my

587
00:32:44,120 --> 00:32:46,240
divorce, I found myself spending
a lot of time in a Buddhist

588
00:32:46,240 --> 00:32:49,360
monastery, right?
And I went to a Film Festival.

589
00:32:49,360 --> 00:32:53,160
I had a little mini Film
Festival one evening and I

590
00:32:53,160 --> 00:32:57,360
remember watching it was about
men's rituals to mark the

591
00:32:57,360 --> 00:32:59,960
passage of time, to mark
becoming a man.

592
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:02,680
And I went up to the film
director at the end and I said

593
00:33:02,680 --> 00:33:05,640
I'm a single mum.
Unfortunately their dad works

594
00:33:05,640 --> 00:33:07,920
away.
He has to for his work, he has

595
00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:10,800
to support us and he's chosen
that.

596
00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:13,280
It's it lights him up, it sets
his soul on fire.

597
00:33:13,280 --> 00:33:18,200
He's really good at it and he
can't be in a city so he can't

598
00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:20,160
be near us.
And I've honoured that.

599
00:33:20,840 --> 00:33:25,880
But I also know that I've tried,
but I'm a female and I'm worried

600
00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:29,800
about when I get to the time
that traditionally in

601
00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:32,120
traditional societies there
would be some kind of an

602
00:33:32,120 --> 00:33:35,080
initiation which said to them,
you are now a man.

603
00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:39,640
And I'm like, I'm a woman.
And at that time my dad had just

604
00:33:39,640 --> 00:33:43,000
died of prostate cancer.
And I knew even then at that

605
00:33:43,000 --> 00:33:46,080
time that prostate cancer is
both a physical disease but it

606
00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:49,880
was also a spiritual sign that
there is something up in your

607
00:33:49,880 --> 00:33:57,560
life which said I am a man, but
I have also felt displaced in my

608
00:33:57,560 --> 00:34:00,400
body in this lifetime.
I've felt that I had to do

609
00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:04,800
something to earn an income.
And I, he said to me many times,

610
00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:07,360
I feel like a square peg in a
right round hole.

611
00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:12,280
And so I would say in the last
few years of his life, he was

612
00:34:13,040 --> 00:34:16,560
excellent, excellent, fantastic
at his job and he got great

613
00:34:16,560 --> 00:34:18,639
fulfilment.
But it came with a lot of

614
00:34:18,639 --> 00:34:22,679
struggle and sweat and things
that he didn't wish to have

615
00:34:22,679 --> 00:34:26,000
chosen for his personal
experience.

616
00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:29,719
But he had a wife and he had two
daughters and he had things that

617
00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:32,520
he wanted to achieve for them.
And he also had a wife who had a

618
00:34:32,719 --> 00:34:35,080
whole section of things that she
had missed out on in her

619
00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:37,800
children childhood that she
wanted for her children.

620
00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:39,800
So there was that balance and
that compromise.

621
00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:42,159
Oh, my wife wants this.
I don't really care about that

622
00:34:42,159 --> 00:34:44,280
aspect, but it's really, really
important for her.

623
00:34:44,520 --> 00:34:48,800
So I have to make sacrifices.
And for us he had to move into a

624
00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:52,239
new country to puff New Guinea,
a third world country to earn an

625
00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:54,760
income.
And I had to go to boarding

626
00:34:54,760 --> 00:34:57,200
school.
And he had, we had gone on the

627
00:34:57,200 --> 00:34:59,320
tour of the boarding school,
which was unrenovated the year

628
00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:02,560
before they left for PNG.
And he just joked he was a real

629
00:35:02,560 --> 00:35:04,760
joker but people didn't get his
sense of humour.

630
00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:05,920
You either got him or you
didn't.

631
00:35:06,520 --> 00:35:08,680
And our own being saying to me,
oh, if you're naughty girl could

632
00:35:08,680 --> 00:35:10,640
teach, we'll send you to
boarding school like it was just

633
00:35:10,640 --> 00:35:12,200
a joke.
And what happened?

634
00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:17,280
He had an opportunity to move
out of a soul sucking job and

635
00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:21,240
get going to a new division and
they would pay for my private

636
00:35:21,240 --> 00:35:23,720
school education.
And he's like, well, I'm

637
00:35:23,720 --> 00:35:26,000
struggling financially to do it
myself.

638
00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:29,640
My wife is doing a job that she
once loved, but it's also soul

639
00:35:29,640 --> 00:35:32,640
sucking for her.
What if we split up our family

640
00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:35,560
and the eldest one who seems to
be resilient, can go to boarding

641
00:35:35,560 --> 00:35:37,080
school and will take the little
one with us?

642
00:35:37,840 --> 00:35:39,800
And so they went to a different
country and I saw them four

643
00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:43,440
times a year.
And my father would cry every

644
00:35:43,440 --> 00:35:46,480
time he would come home to visit
me on a business trip.

645
00:35:46,480 --> 00:35:48,520
He would take me down the road
to Italian restaurant with a

646
00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:50,400
singing waiter, which was
amazing.

647
00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:51,920
And he would walk me up the
hill.

648
00:35:52,160 --> 00:35:55,080
And I knew when he would then
walk down to the hill to his

649
00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:57,720
accommodation, which no longer
exists, that he cried.

650
00:35:58,120 --> 00:36:01,080
He was a soft man.
And so now to answer your

651
00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:07,480
question, my children are both
masculine and feminine and I

652
00:36:07,480 --> 00:36:12,280
have two different sorts of men
who one is 18 now and one is 16

653
00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:15,360
turning 17.
One is an affectionately, the

654
00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:17,240
little one, I affectionately
call him my he man.

655
00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:20,320
He's into bodybuilding.
He's built himself a beautiful

656
00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:25,240
body with dedication because he
wants to be a real bloke, like

657
00:36:25,280 --> 00:36:27,680
the muscle bloke out of his
appearance.

658
00:36:27,680 --> 00:36:32,320
He's immaculately dressed.
He needs to bond with men.

659
00:36:32,320 --> 00:36:34,600
He likes it.
He doesn't have a dad with him

660
00:36:34,600 --> 00:36:38,240
full time, so I sent him to an
all all boys school so he could

661
00:36:38,240 --> 00:36:42,320
be surrounded by males and men
teachers.

662
00:36:42,520 --> 00:36:45,160
And we've been blessed to have a
smattering of female teachers,

663
00:36:45,160 --> 00:36:47,320
but he's been surrounded during
the day with men.

664
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:50,200
And that was intentional for me.
It's a long story, but anyway.

665
00:36:51,080 --> 00:36:54,480
And my other son, he's like the
Cambridge Scholar or the Oxford

666
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:56,680
Scholar, if you mention
Archangel, might form bodied in

667
00:36:56,680 --> 00:36:58,960
him.
He's like that and he's quiet

668
00:36:58,960 --> 00:37:03,000
and sensitive and he's fiercely
proud and fiercely academic and

669
00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:08,960
he shows his masculine qualities
in different ways that are like

670
00:37:09,080 --> 00:37:12,720
a scholar.
And they are both different

671
00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:18,040
aspects of masculinity and both
men, both boys who, you know,

672
00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:21,200
the little one who looks older
than the older 1, he gets

673
00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:23,280
mistaken for being 20 when he's
16.

674
00:37:25,360 --> 00:37:28,840
He has they both have their
issues with their father, which

675
00:37:28,840 --> 00:37:34,920
they've overcome with time.
And you know, I must have put a

676
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:38,520
wish out into the universe
because my last year my son went

677
00:37:38,520 --> 00:37:41,520
on a cocoa trial hike and that
is in PNG.

678
00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:46,280
And that is the trial that the
Australians defended Papua New

679
00:37:46,280 --> 00:37:48,920
Guinea and Australia from the
invasion of the Japanese, right.

680
00:37:48,920 --> 00:37:52,240
So it is a brutal, brutal hike,
gets classified as one of the

681
00:37:52,240 --> 00:37:54,080
most difficult in the in the
world.

682
00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:58,360
And you know, it is a dangerous
hike.

683
00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:01,440
And from the moment that they
decided to go on the hike and my

684
00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:07,920
ex-husband pay for that and he
and my little son decided to do

685
00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:10,120
that, he offered it to my
biggest son, but he said, no,

686
00:38:10,160 --> 00:38:12,640
that's not me.
They had to rigorously, brutally

687
00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:17,200
train for that.
And I knew I was afraid.

688
00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:20,720
I was afraid that my ex-husband
wouldn't train enough to get fit

689
00:38:20,720 --> 00:38:23,640
enough because he's a lot older
than me to be.

690
00:38:23,720 --> 00:38:25,080
I didn't want him dying on the
hike.

691
00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:28,320
You know, I'm protective of my
son and of my ex-husband because

692
00:38:28,320 --> 00:38:29,840
I was like, what's the worst
case scenario?

693
00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:33,040
Both of them don't train enough
and one or both of them die on

694
00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:34,120
the track.
All right.

695
00:38:34,960 --> 00:38:37,920
And I also knew that I had to
let my son go and have an

696
00:38:37,920 --> 00:38:41,760
initiation experience.
I was also sad that I've never

697
00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:44,360
returned to Papua New Guinea
because I also considered it one

698
00:38:44,360 --> 00:38:47,560
of my homes because wherever I
rest my head, I feel at home.

699
00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:52,920
And I've worried about Papua New
Guinea and the corruption and

700
00:38:52,920 --> 00:38:56,200
brutality and the lack of
education for citizens and

701
00:38:56,200 --> 00:38:58,440
trying to understand the culture
because it was an eye opener for

702
00:38:58,440 --> 00:39:02,720
me and I loved it.
And I would like to go back to

703
00:39:02,720 --> 00:39:07,800
PNG but it wasn't part of my
requirements and it was a

704
00:39:07,800 --> 00:39:10,440
dangerous hike.
They had to helicopter a man out

705
00:39:10,440 --> 00:39:15,760
who who was in a life
threatening condition and my son

706
00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:18,320
stood next to that man as he
almost lost his life.

707
00:39:19,760 --> 00:39:22,200
And so you could say, did my
wish come true?

708
00:39:22,640 --> 00:39:25,920
Yes, my son was confronted with
a near death experience of

709
00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:28,440
another man with his father by
his side.

710
00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:32,800
Yes, he got his initiation and
he got to do something very

711
00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:35,640
masculine for him.
And then my other son went on a

712
00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:39,760
beautiful cultural experience
with his father to Vietnam, and

713
00:39:39,760 --> 00:39:43,960
that was appropriate for his
intellect and his way to

714
00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:47,080
discover food and culture.
But they were both different

715
00:39:47,080 --> 00:39:49,840
versions of masculinity.
And for me, they were both

716
00:39:49,840 --> 00:39:52,520
initiations and now I believe
they're both men.

717
00:39:54,200 --> 00:39:55,920
Not eternally because I have to
be careful with my words.

718
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:58,120
I have done eternal bounce to
people before and that is a

719
00:39:58,120 --> 00:40:02,320
catch.
I am grateful that my husband,

720
00:40:02,680 --> 00:40:05,600
who became my ex-husband was
able to tap into his true

721
00:40:05,600 --> 00:40:09,720
essence and say I need to give
these boys an experience with me

722
00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:14,280
that may challenge us all.
But I know that my boys will

723
00:40:14,280 --> 00:40:18,000
then be men and they can relate
to me as men, not just as dad.

724
00:40:18,640 --> 00:40:21,760
And so in a way I had to hand
them over and say I'm not a man.

725
00:40:22,160 --> 00:40:24,600
I can't do those initiations.
Here you go, Dad.

726
00:40:25,880 --> 00:40:28,800
I wonder if you have any message
or recently ever received any

727
00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:32,920
messages for men there that are,
you know, hesitant to ask for

728
00:40:32,920 --> 00:40:35,400
help or right on the brink of,
of, of exploring their own

729
00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:38,360
spirituality and growth,
anything for them?

730
00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:48,160
Yes.
So my, my wisdom for them is it

731
00:40:48,160 --> 00:40:53,440
is time to do your work.
And you will see that in the

732
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:57,360
Vedic astrology era right now,
they're calling it the goddess

733
00:40:57,360 --> 00:40:59,320
age, right?
Don't be afraid of that.

734
00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:03,880
Please don't be afraid of that.
The Goddess age is, if we truly

735
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:07,360
understand it, a realisation
that the Goddess does not work

736
00:41:07,360 --> 00:41:12,160
without the God and that we need
to go back to not hating each

737
00:41:12,160 --> 00:41:15,280
other and understanding that we
choose to be feminine or

738
00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:16,880
masculine.
But we can also tap into the

739
00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:21,000
other energies and we have done
healing in other lifetimes.

740
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:26,680
But now it's time for the man to
say, how can I honour the

741
00:41:26,680 --> 00:41:28,640
intention of all the
relationships I'm in?

742
00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:30,240
Where do I need to be the
feminine?

743
00:41:30,240 --> 00:41:32,000
Where do I be need to be the
masculine?

744
00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:37,040
But most importantly, can I stop
putting myself like Khatija's

745
00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:41,520
father, in a situation where I'm
a square peg in a roll, in a

746
00:41:41,520 --> 00:41:46,680
round hole to protect my family?
If it's not serving you, if your

747
00:41:46,680 --> 00:41:49,920
job is not serving you, if your
lifestyle is not serving you,

748
00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:53,040
you need to ask for help with
your spirit guides or your

749
00:41:53,040 --> 00:41:55,600
angels.
Because I get quite, quite

750
00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:58,280
emotional about this.
Because you're not serving the

751
00:41:58,280 --> 00:42:00,440
women in your life or your
children in your life.

752
00:42:00,920 --> 00:42:05,680
If you are doing something
because you have to, but you are

753
00:42:06,240 --> 00:42:12,280
smothering your soul, you are
destroying your sense of self

754
00:42:12,880 --> 00:42:14,640
because you will die with
regrets.

755
00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:17,680
And your children and your wife
or your husband if you're that

756
00:42:17,680 --> 00:42:21,320
Wang client will die with
regrets that they didn't let you

757
00:42:21,680 --> 00:42:26,560
get to be who you were because
they need to see you for you.

758
00:42:27,120 --> 00:42:29,920
And we all need to see ourselves
for ourselves.

759
00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:32,840
But if one person in our
household is not allowed to be

760
00:42:32,840 --> 00:42:35,720
who they truly are, the rest of
the people in our household

761
00:42:35,720 --> 00:42:37,080
aren't allowed to be who they
truly are.

762
00:42:37,080 --> 00:42:38,760
And that would be the message.
Right.

763
00:42:39,040 --> 00:42:41,760
Awesome.
Yeah, I agree 100%.

764
00:42:42,320 --> 00:42:43,720
Katich, tell me about your
podcast.

765
00:42:44,240 --> 00:42:46,680
My podcast is called the
Infinite Life with Katich

766
00:42:46,680 --> 00:42:49,400
Abatul.
It's done as an exploration,

767
00:42:49,400 --> 00:42:54,400
which said I think I've
reincarnated before and it went

768
00:42:54,400 --> 00:42:57,800
with very my first experience of
me explaining the story of

769
00:42:57,840 --> 00:43:00,000
turning up to the Buddhist
monastery going help.

770
00:43:00,080 --> 00:43:04,360
I don't think I can be married
anymore and saying that that

771
00:43:04,520 --> 00:43:07,720
breaks every personal value that
I ever had about starting a

772
00:43:07,720 --> 00:43:11,080
family.
Why am I experiencing this and

773
00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:13,800
having it's episode 1 if anyone
wants to listen to it, A very

774
00:43:13,800 --> 00:43:18,440
deep experience with the Geshi
who's like the head monk where I

775
00:43:18,440 --> 00:43:21,680
recognised that he was my mother
in a past lifetime and a

776
00:43:21,680 --> 00:43:23,440
profound emotional healing that
I had.

777
00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:24,920
And it was confirmed by all the
nuns.

778
00:43:25,360 --> 00:43:27,160
And then saying, OK, that was a
bit weird.

779
00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:29,800
I need to look after my children
now.

780
00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:33,800
And I'm going to forget all of
that for a good period of time.

781
00:43:34,160 --> 00:43:36,720
And then for some known reason,
I'm going to be drawn to healing

782
00:43:36,720 --> 00:43:38,960
myself in lockdown.
And I'm going to get a pair of

783
00:43:38,960 --> 00:43:44,040
singing bowls and I'm going to
start understanding sound and

784
00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:47,520
light as a vibration.
And that led me to past life

785
00:43:47,520 --> 00:43:49,960
regression.
And I said, why?

786
00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:52,680
How can anybody understand if
you've lived before if you don't

787
00:43:52,680 --> 00:43:55,440
trust that somebody says I'm
King Arthur or whatever it is?

788
00:43:55,640 --> 00:43:59,160
I'm going to turn a video on in
my sessions with full written

789
00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:02,480
consent of the participants and
see where it takes us.

790
00:44:02,800 --> 00:44:07,320
And so I think we've done over
100 case studies of past lives

791
00:44:07,320 --> 00:44:11,880
in this location on Earth and in
other dimensions and other

792
00:44:11,880 --> 00:44:14,840
frequencies.
And that's what the podcast set

793
00:44:14,840 --> 00:44:18,240
out to do is me saying I'm a
university lecturer, I'm a

794
00:44:18,240 --> 00:44:20,120
management consultant, but
there's something else.

795
00:44:20,320 --> 00:44:22,920
I need to understand myself and
I need some people to help me.

796
00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:25,640
And the brave souls who came on
the podcast all identify

797
00:44:25,640 --> 00:44:27,680
themselves as people that my
soul knows.

798
00:44:28,200 --> 00:44:31,440
So there's 100 case studies of
reincarnation.

799
00:44:31,440 --> 00:44:33,680
And if you don't believe in
reincarnation, that's OK.

800
00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:38,560
But if you are inclined, you can
also listen to Archangel Z Kale

801
00:44:38,560 --> 00:44:41,320
talk about animals or channel
wisdom of animals.

802
00:44:41,560 --> 00:44:45,200
And you could talk to people
fascinating that I interview on

803
00:44:45,200 --> 00:44:48,320
podcasts.
But I had this urge to conquer

804
00:44:48,320 --> 00:44:50,360
my own question was, have I
lived before?

805
00:44:50,720 --> 00:44:52,280
I don't need to leave some kind
of legacy.

806
00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:54,640
Nice.
What's the best way for people

807
00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:56,200
to find out all the things that
you're up to?

808
00:44:57,080 --> 00:45:00,920
Just type my name Katish in
Google and you'll get my website

809
00:45:00,920 --> 00:45:04,800
which is just katish.com and you
can have a look at whatever

810
00:45:04,800 --> 00:45:08,520
resonates with you there.
Awesome, I really thank you for

811
00:45:08,520 --> 00:45:13,120
your time sharing all the
powerful things that you have

812
00:45:13,120 --> 00:45:14,880
experienced and continue to
experience.

813
00:45:15,240 --> 00:45:18,960
And I love how you're using
every you're using your

814
00:45:18,960 --> 00:45:22,680
experience to serve other
people, open them up and to me,

815
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:24,000
that's what the world needs more
of.

816
00:45:24,600 --> 00:45:27,160
Thanks for joining us everybody.
Please visit Real Men Field at

817
00:45:27,160 --> 00:45:28,880
org see the blog post with this
episode.

818
00:45:28,960 --> 00:45:30,920
We'll have links to all the
various resources discussed.

819
00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:33,320
Wherever you're discovering
Realman Field, please subscribe,

820
00:45:33,320 --> 00:45:36,000
like, follow, do all the things
you can on the platform you're

821
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:38,320
on.
If this conversation has opened

822
00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:41,320
up desire in you to dive deeper
into your own spirituality,

823
00:45:41,640 --> 00:45:44,720
please visit theedgrant.com and
consider an Akashic record

824
00:45:44,720 --> 00:45:47,320
reading.
They are powerful and sightful

825
00:45:47,320 --> 00:45:50,640
and healing.
Until next time, be good to

826
00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:51,120
yourself.
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Past Life Regression Therapist / Author / Medium

Katische Haberfield is a Past Life Regression Therapist, Author, Medium and Poet. She also channels Archangel Zadkiel.